The
Rising Sun on Day Two Working to Clear the Fog
I feel more alive than I have felt in a very long time. I
feel hopeful. Excited. I see a future devoid of loveless life. Whether I live
the rest of my days alone (this only pertains to romantic love, because I will
always be surrounded by my children, of course) or with the one man who makes
me feel alive, I will live happily. Several years ago I posted in my Really blog about how ok I am with being
alone. At what point did I forget that? Why did I compromise? Comfort.
Change is uncomfortable, yet there is no real growth without
it. So uncomfortable I will be for a while. I’m tough. I’ve been uncomfortable
before. Knowing that there is light at the end of what may be a long lonely
tunnel, makes it all okay.
I am going to be ok.
I am going to be happy.
I am going to live. My life. To the absolute fullest!
:)
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